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♫ Love has a kind of ominous feeling ♫
♫ When you are silent for a moment ♫
♫ Oh, I want to keep some yearning ♫
♫ for deeply sentimental attachment ♫
♫ but you simply turn a blind eye ♫
♫ Perhaps it is love's deceit ♫
♫ Perhaps it is you who is so capricious ♫
♫ accepting everything against your will ♫
♫ Why bother justifying the right and wrong? ♫
♫ And between me and you ♫
♫ there no longer is a past ♫
♫ Like the winter season ♫
♫ The heart, dropping to freezing point♫
♫ Perhaps it is love's deceit ♫
♫ letting us drift and gradually farther apart ♫
♫ And all that you said ♫
♫ Were only perfunctory excuses ♫
♫ And between me and you ♫
♫ there no longer is a past ♫
♫ Let this feeling ♫
♫ go to the final terminal point ♫
The Lover's Lies
Episode 52
I didn't think, that so much would happen during this time.
Our lives are really too complicated.
Life is like story after story.
It's unfortunate that these two families were pulled together entirely.
It seems like we're all changed beyond recognition now.
I'm planning to leave here.
Why so sudden?
We... really can't start again?
Putting all those things aside, do you have no feelings left for me entirely anymore?
Du Juan.
It's been 30 years.
We've lived together for 30 years.
It wasn't 3 months and not 3 years either.
Do you possibly not have any sentimental feelings toward me at all?
Du Juan, for the children,
you know that this relationship between you and me
should be let go of.
That is too brutal to us.
Du Juan, the mistakes we people of the last generation made
should not let our children be burdened with, right?
Si Ji?
Auntie.
Then... I'm going to go.
Okay.
Take care of your health.
You take care too.
Si Ji, go in. Don't stand out here.
Come.
I heard, that you're going to bring Grandfather here to live. Right?
Your aunt has decided to sell Grandfather's house.
About Gao Sheng Foods, a large compensation fee has to be paid.
Gao Sheng is actually Fu Kang Foods.
So, me and your aunt think,
that we should handle this well.
In the future, New Fu Kang will start anew in a better position.
So, I want to tidy up this house well
and have both your aunt and grandfather live here.
It's been 30 years,
I've never fulfilled my duties as a filial son.
Right now, I hope that it won't be too late.
Grandfather will understand. Grandfather didn't do it of his own free will.
Dad.
Are you... still in love with Auntie?
I actually do understand.
You and Auntie have been together for 30 years.
It's such a long time, it's normal to have feelings.
Actually... you don't need to be mindful of me and Mother.
Si Ji, I--
No. Listen to me finish.
Mother is not here anymore and you still have the long remainder of your life.
I hope, that you'll be able to accept Auntie.
I can see that Auntie loves you very much.
She did that in the beginning, out of helplessness.
If you also love her,
then please forgive her.
[ Yi Yi : 182-1073-4031]
General Manager, Tong Si Ji has come.
I got it. You can go out.
Would you like anything to drink?
It's fine, I don't need anything.
Alright. You can say it now.
Is something the matter?
I have some words to tell you.
Go ahead. I'll listen.
I'm really sorry.
Xiao Xia used the child in her belly against you.
What about you then? Are you not apologetic to me?
Sorry.
And?
I think...
I don't think we'll be able to continue on anymore.
Why?
Because we've already attempted it with great exertion.
You and me, we've already tried with our utmost efforts.
Perhaps... perhaps we should just stop here.
So that, we still might be able to leave good memories for each other.
Really? Have you worked hard for me?
Tong Si Ji, then
when Xia Lin lied and kept pushing the blame on to me, why did you believe her?
You know, I had no other choice.
Did you really have no other choice?
You made a choice, right? Between me and Xia Lin.
Yes.
I did choose Xiao Xia.
If I had to choose again, I would still choose her.
There are way too many problems between us.
Our fathers, your mother, and Xiao Xia--
And Xiang Yang.
Looks like you've thought about a lot over this last couple of days.
I'll help you conclude it.
You want to... break up, right?
That's very good then, we have the same pace.
Looks like, we can finally break up peacefully.
♫ This is a heart-throbbing feeling ♫
♫ There is no need to say the reason ♫
♫ Every moment when I miss you ♫
There are indeed a lot of moments worth reminiscing of when we were together.
It's very unfortunate,
that you won't be staying through it until the very end.
♫ Love in the sun-blooming afternoon ♫
Maybe when I met you while I was very young,
I shouldn't have given you all of my luck.
If I didn't remember incorrectly,
all my misfortune...
... started from when I met you.
♫ If we could meet, if we could hold hands ♫
♫ Let all the chaos, fall behind ♫
♫ Holding hands silently, heaven or earth ♫
♫ There are too many words I can't say aloud ♫
♫ The courage of love holds the gentleness of you and I tightly ♫
Tong Si Ji, Happy Breakup.
♫ Keep it intact ♫
Come in!
Xiao Xia.
Why is it you? I thought it was Older Sister Si Ji who came to see me.
Xiao Xia, I'm really sorry about that day.
If that night, I didn't--
It had nothing to do with you.
Actually, you never had the intention to be good to me.
It was me who didn't understand that in the past.
Xiao Xia, don't be like this.
Both you and Si Ji are equally important to me.
Do you know?
In the past, I've always thought that my life is very sorrowful.
Like those female protagonists in novels that have pitiful and sad lives.
When I was very young, my father passed away and then my mother passed away too.
Next, I got lost from all of my family in one night.
When I opened my eyes, I was the only one left in the world.
At the time, I was only... 8 years old.
I continued living by relying on myself.
So, my heart was especially...
Especially hateful.
Especially when I saw you, Older Sister, and everyone else
being so happy and so fulfilled.
My heart felt...
so unbalanced, like exploding.
But, all of those female protagonists in novels
have a lot of people protecting and loving them in the end.
So I believed.
I believed, no matter how much torture the gods gave me,
they would compensate me in the end.
But that's in novels. That doesn't happen in real life.
I always complained,
"Why have the gods closed so many doors on me,
"but don't open the window that I want?".
In the end, I understood. I knew that kind of good luck would never be mine.
So I worked really hard.
Really hard, really hard, really hard.
If the gods won't open that window for me, I will cut an opening for myself.
That is why I chose Jason, whom I didn't love.
I would even take by force
Yi Yi who loved my Older Sister.
I've never dared to go after you, whom I really love.
Because when Grandfather told me why you entered the Cheng family, I understood.
The one you've always loved has been Older Sister Si Ji.
You would even have exchanged your whole life in return for her well-being.
I only wanted to protect her, I wasn't looking for anything in return.
But I also understand,
that you will never fall in love with me.
I don't mean anything else.
It's just that sometimes,
I often think,
if I hadn't gotten lost back then,
would everything have been different?
Grandma, all these clothes are so small and so cute.
Right? Even I liked them when I saw them.
So I spent money to buy them all back.
Grandma, there's still some time until the baby is born. Isn't it a bit early for you to buy all these?
Grandma, do you know if it's a boy or a girl?
How would I know?
That's why, I bought all of them.
Grandma, thank you.
What's there to thank?
Take a good look at it. If you don't like it, let's get it exchanged tomorrow.
No, I like all of them.
Grandma, Xiao Xia is back.
Sister Xiao Xia.
You just got out of the hospital, your injuries aren't totally healed.
Don't stand about, quickly sit down.
Let's go. Come.
Sister Xiao Xia, come and sit.
Grandma, what are all of you talking about?
Grandma bought some clothes for Older Brother Xiao Qiu's baby.
But we don't know if it's a girl or boy.
Sister Xiao Xia, you just got out of the hospital. Does your injury still hurt?
It doesn't hurt anymore.
That's good then.
Si Ji.
The fish soup is on the stove. Heat it up and let her drink it later.
Thank you, Grandma.
I'm going to sleep for a while. Remember to lock the doors and windows.
Xiao Xia, Grandma still cares a lot about you.
I know.
Xiao Qiu, Miao Miao, congratulations on your marriage.
I'll go heat up the fish soup for Sister.
I'll go help you.
Older Sister, I'm going to go shower.
Xiao Xia, you don't need to think about anything now.
What's important now is to heal your wounds.
Don't worry. I'm already much better.
I really hope,
that you are able to accept us.
Thank you.
When I...
After I've done so many
bad things, you're still able to forgive me.
Silly.
Thank you.
Older Sister.
Si Ji, why are you here?
Xiang Yang, Xiao Xia disappeared!
Disappeared? Where did she go?
She left me a letter, saying she's leaving China.
What do we do?
Let's go to the airport. I'll go get the keys.
Okay.
Older Sister, when you read this letter, I will have already left.
I know how much you wished for us to reunite as a family.
It's just, I've done so many things to hurt you,
I've also thoroughly hurt our family's hearts.
Someone like me is not worth it to receive all of your forgiveness.
Maybe, I should not have returned to China.
That way, so many regretful things wouldn't have happened.
If that was the case, the Xiao Xia in your hearts would have remained as perfect as always
and not like this unrecognizable Xia Lin.
♫ My heart is still waiting like it always has ♫
♫ In my memory, how much happiness and sadness still remains? ♫
♫ Never say goodbye, say goodbye ♫
♫ Love can’t be changed indifferently ♫
♫ Parting with yesterday’s sadness, I’ve learnt to let go ♫ [Xia Lin: I'm sorry]
♫ My love has sunken to the bottom of the ocean like a rock ♫
I really miss the times when we lived together with Mother and Father and also Uncle and Aunt.
Although our lives were not wealthy during that time, we were very happy.
♫ Even if time passes by rapidly♫
Why are such happy times so short?
♫ Never say goodbye, say goodbye ♫
♫ My heart is still waiting like it always has ♫
♫ In my memory, how much happiness and sadness still remains? ♫
- Look on that side. I'll look on this side. - Okay.
♫ Never say goodbye, say goodbye ♫
♫ Love can’t be changed indifferently ♫
- Hello. - Hello.
♫ Parting with yesterday’s sadness, I’ve learnt to let go ♫
- Please hold on to this. - Thank you.
Thinking about this now, we, who have grown up,
may only have unbearable memories left.
It's allowed to me to understand that it has always been me who tried to get the happiness that never belonged to me.
Brother Xiang Yang, your grandfather,
and Yi Yi, I've hurt so many people.
In the end, the one who is hurt the most is myself.
♫ Parting with yesterday’s sadness, I’ve learnt to let go ♫
Please forgive my departing without a farewell.
Perhaps, when I can face all of you again, I will step foot on this ground again.
Before leaving, what's most regretful is not being able to visit Mother again.
I also ask you to tell her, that I will be well.
Tell her not to miss me.
Older Sister, don't worry for me anymore.
Xiao Xia will stand up strongly again.
♫ Why bother justifying the right and wrong? ♫
♫ And between me and you ♫
♫ there no longer is a past ♫
♫ Like the winter season ♫
Xiao Xia...
♫ Perhaps it is love's deceit ♫
♫ letting us drift and gradually farther apart ♫
♫ And all that you said ♫
♫ Were only perfunctory excuses ♫
♫ And between me and you ♫
♫ there no longer is a past ♫
Why have all of you come here?
Didn't we agree that it's fine to wait for my good news at home?
Hui Hui, don't be afraid. Okay?
Grandma is here.
Grandma won't go. I will wait here at the hospital.
Grandma. Don't worry.
My little brain
has gone through a lot of wind and storms.
It will be fine.
Rest assured.
At such a young age, you've gone through so much suffering.
It has been very torturous for our Hui Hui.
Grandma, Hui Hui is about to undergo surgery.
You can't say these disheartening words. We must support her.
Hui Hui, don't worry. We will be waiting outside for you.
Good luck.
Definitely. When you recover,
I will take you to the finals of the Art Designing Competition.
I will definitely get First Place for you.
You said it. You must get First Place for me.
It's about time. We must prepare her for surgery.
Where's my Mum?
Your mum is bringing your dad over. They're on the way.
Don't worry.
What are you doing?
It's broad daylight, are you going to drink until you forget life and death?
Are you planning to continue like this?
Drinking wine, feeling regret, and hate. Can that change all this?
Did you come to force me to divorce you?
Lian Xin.
I am too ashamed to see you. We'll divorce if you want.
Enough!
I really didn't think that you'd be such a man who can't take a strike.
Yes...
I really didn't think I was that kind of person.
All that I've done...
All of what I've done was a complete joke.
The person that I've hated all my life,
never did anything sorry to me.
The Fu Kang Foods that I've always been set on getting
was also destroyed by my hands.
I...
What am I doing?
Lian Xin, I've harmed you
and harmed your father so terribly. Even this house has to be sold.
I'm sorry to you.
I'm too ashamed to see you.
Yes.
You are too shameful.
But your daughter...
are you also not going to care about her while she is hanging between life and death?
Hui Hui...
What happened to Hui Hui?
Hui Hui is undergoing surgery today.
It's questionable whether she can come out alive.
Hui Hui, it's alright.
Hui Hui, it's fine.
Don't be scared. You'll be fine after you sleep.
It's nothing.
Don't be afraid.
Wait, wait!
Where are my Mum and Dad? Where are my parents?
Have my parents come yet?
Aunt, Uncle.
Hui Hui!
Hui Hui! Mum brought Dad here too.
- Darling. - Dad, you have to wait for me here.
You must wait for me to come out.
Okay. I will wait, I will wait.
Mum and dad will be waiting for you here.
Cheng Hui Hui, it's time to go into the operating room.
It's fine. We'll be waiting for you.
- Mum! - Hui Hui!
- Lian Xin, let go. - Hui Hui!
Aunt.
Wait!
Hui Hui, don't be scared. It will be alright.
No matter what, you have to wake up.
I will be waiting for you. When you recover,
we will go on holiday.
Okay. When I get better,
let's go on holiday.
Okay.
Hui Hui! I'll be waiting for you!
Okay. Breathe in slowly.
Anaesthetics.
Good. You can sleep if you feel sleepy.
[Waiting Area]
How about you go back and rest for a while?
I hope everything will go well.
Grandma, where are you going?
Nothing.
Mum.
Sorry, Liang Wen.
It's mum who caused you harm.
If it wasn't because of something I said,
you wouldn't have become as you are now.
For avenging your father, you made the Cheng family so pitiful.
You've also put yourself in harm during the process too.
No...
That was my own decision. You didn't tell me to do anything.
Liang Wen, it's our mistake.
We must do something for the Cheng family.
Hui Hui!
Hui Hui! Hui Hui!
Hui Hui! Hurry and come back. Hurry and come back!
Hui Hui! Come over here quickly.
Come over here. Hurry and come over. Come over.
I am waiting for you right here. I am here.
Hui Hui. Hui Hui! Hui Hui!
Hui Hui, come over here.
I am waiting for you here.
Hui Hui, come back quickly. Come back quickly!
Xiao Chun...
Hui Hui, I am Xiao Chun.
Hurry and come over. Hurry and come over.
I am waiting for you here.
Hui Hui. Hui Hui. I am waiting for you over here.
Hurry and come over, hurry and come over.
Hurry and come over, Hui Hui.
I am waiting for you here!
Hui Hui.
Hui Hui. Hui Hui.
Hui Hui, can you see me?
I'm Xiao Chun.
Hui Hui.
She's awake, she's awake. She's awake.
Hui Hui is awake. She is awake.
Hui Hui.
Can you hear mother's voice?
Hui Hui, can you see me?
Hui Hui, we are all here.
I didn't die?
Hush, hush, hush. What nonsense is that? Don't talk about dying.
Hui Hui, are you feeling really uncomfortable?
Do I need to call the doctor over?
I want to sleep...
Okay, okay, okay. Alright.
Rest well, okay?
Grandma will make good food for you when you go back.
For you to nurture your health, okay?
Go see your father more when you have time.
I got it.
I'm leaving.
Go.
♫ Love has a kind of ominous feeling ♫
Go.
♫ Oh, I want to keep some yearning ♫
♫ for deeply sentimental attachment ♫
♫ but you simply turn a blind eye ♫
♫ Perhaps it is love's deceit ♫
♫ Perhaps it is you who is so capricious ♫
♫ accepting everything against your will ♫
♫ Why bother justifying the right and wrong? ♫
♫ And between me and you ♫
♫ there no longer is a past ♫
♫ Like the winter season ♫
♫ The heart, dropping to freezing point♫
♫ Perhaps it is love's deceit ♫
♫ letting us drift and gradually farther apart ♫
♫ And all that you said ♫
♫ Were only perfunctory excuses ♫
♫ And between me and you ♫
♫ there no longer is a past ♫
♫ Let this feeling ♫
♫ go to the final terminal point ♫
Hui Hui, are you alright?
Xiao Chun.
My head hurts so much.
It hurts a lot?
Wait a moment.
Nurse! Quickly!
Hui Hui has been in pain all morning!
She has thrown up quite a few times.
Hurry and come here.
Wait a moment, Hui Hui. The nurse will be here really soon.
- Nurse. - Let's give her a shot of painkillers first.
Okay.
- What is she doing? - Wait a moment.
You have to get a shot. It will be fine. It doesn't hurt.
Xiao Chun! Xiao Chun.
What did she give me? Why does it hurt so much?
Nurse, what's going on?
Don't be anxious. A painkiller injection does cause pain.
Bear with it a little. You will be alright in a while.
Bear with it, Hui Hui.
Xiao Chun, why does it hurt so much?
Does it hurt a lot?
Bite me. Bite me how ever much it hurts.
Xiao Chun, why won't they let me die?
Why do they have to make me live and torture me?
Hui Hui, don't be afraid. I'll stay with you.
Don't be scared. Don't be scared.
[Ming Ji Hospital] [Brief Introduction about Ming Ji Hospital]
You were looking for me. Did something happen to Hui Hui?
Xiao Qiu, tell me honestly,
can Hui Hui recover from her illness?
Say something.
Do you know, while watching Hui Hui be tortured by this monster of an illness every day,
how difficult I feel? Even I am about to lose it.
I'll arrange for you to talk with the Director.
Apart from the tumor that we cut out for her last time,
we've discovered a new tumor in her sella area.
Additionally, her reaction to this surgery has been too tremendous.
I'm afraid... you have to make sufficient mental preparations.
Hui Hui... may very possibly not be able to survive it this time.
♫ My love has sunken to the bottom of the ocean like a rock ♫
♫ Yet I still silently hope for it to come back ♫
♫ Even if there are tears and helplessness♫
♫ Even if time passes by rapidly♫
♫ It won’t be able to wipe away love’s colours♫
♫ Never say goodbye, say goodbye ♫
♫ Love can’t be changed indifferently ♫
♫ Parting with yesterday’s sadness, I’ve learnt to let go ♫
♫ Never say goodbye, say goodbye ♫
♫ My heart is still waiting like it always has ♫
♫ In my memory, how much happiness and sadness still remains? ♫
♫ Never say goodbye, say goodbye ♫
♫ Love can’t be changed indifferently ♫
♫ Parting with yesterday’s sadness, I’ve learnt to let go ♫
He Qing, there are already 17 projects for the products we've made samples for.
What's the estimated time when we can send them out for inspection?
We can organize it for that next month.
Si Ji, what do you think?
I think... let's not send them for inspection yet.
The products we've made samples for are still as we expected.
The quality is not up to Fu Kang Foods' standards either.
Si Ji is right.
Fu Kang is already an old business that has many decades of history.
We don't have their long history
and we don't have their unique recipe either.
If we have to use Fu Kang as our goal, I'm afraid it's a bit...
Overestimating ourselves, right?
Even if we're overestimating ourselves, we still can't give up.
Wasn't it too reestablish Fu Kang Foods that we got started?
We don't have Fu Kang's unique recipe.
Saying all of this is just a theory on paper.
Rather than that, why don't we create something new?
Something that consumers are able to get a totally new experience from?
Si Ji, I agree with what He Qing said.
If we can't make the flavor exactly the same as Fu Kang,
then why not stop imitating them entirely?
Si Ji.
Uncle?
Timing and subtitles brought to you by the Gone With the Shirt Team @ Viki
♫ Love in the sun-blooming afternoon ♫
♫ Memories crept into my mind ♫
♫ Is there a reason for love? Should I hold your hand? ♫
♫ Can I go have? ♫
♫ If we could meet, if we could hold hands ♫
♫ Let all the chaos, fall behind ♫
♫ Holding hands silently, heaven or earth ♫
♫ There are too many words I can't say aloud ♫
♫ The courage of love holds the gentleness of you and I tightly ♫
♫ Keep it intact ♫
♫ If we could meet, if we could hold hands ♫
♫ Let all the chaos fall behind ♫
♫ Holding hands silently, heaven or earth ♫
♫ There are too many words I can't say aloud ♫
♫ The courage of love holds the gentleness of you and I tightly ♫
♫ Keep it intact ♫